Dahee. Oh, Dahee.

I was so scared of this moment, but I guess it came sooner than expected. Please don’t suffer too much (ha) and don’t do anything impulsive or that you’ll regret later. I’m only writing your letter now, because I know all the manly tears I was holding will all pour now. Read it again, I said manly tears.

Ugh, I… I don’t even know where to start. How did we even started talking? How did you take so much space on my life in a matter of days, just a couple of talks. If anything is making me hesitate to leave is you.

I love you.

There wasn't a time where I said that without meaning it. You know that. And if you don’t know, now you do, so stop doubting of my feelings.

You aren't going to do anything, you’re not going anywhere. I want to see you with this exactly same url, posting stuff, talking to people. Because if you disappear without saying anything, I’m going to find you AND I’M MAKING SURE YOU’LL REGRET IT. Understood? Alright.

Your Sehunnie. 

— sehun-ts

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I’m gonna keep this you little asshole. you shit. i fucking hate you. 

You better come back. Or I will hate you forever -folds arms; I mean it. You fucking shit. Why did you have to leave. ugh. WHY ARE YOU MAKING THIS LETTER SO SOPPY AND SAD and wow this is actually a reply you little dumb.

I go to your blog then I see a “give up bro” written on the top like wtf wHY. AKJDSKJADSKJ.

Damn you for calling me a “pretty princess” when we first met. Remember? I gave you bubble tea and you’re all like, “wow you’re a pretty princess marry me” and i’m like

“Are you for real???”

“GUUURL I DON’T PLAY! Fine. go ahead and have fun with my twins. I’m just gonna stay here and wait for another pretty princess like you.”

HAHaha no. Then we started talking nonsense and tease each other then a long time comes i’ve developed feelings for you. i hate you for making me soo attached to you. Then you’re just gonna leave me herE?? Seriously???????? 

Then you started calling me “babe.” and you fucking kept on saying and calling me that word like, what the fucking fuck babe. This is so not okay. You know how much I like you- Wait nope, How much I love you and you start calling me that?????? AND YOU EVEN SPAMMED YOU LITTLE SHIT. But then, I agreed on u calling me babe wow wow wow look who’s talking. And remember your gang? You and a bunch of cats on the street? Hahahahaaa I’m going to miss that you asshole.

 Do you know how much this is breaking my heart right now? When I saw your message that was so long I was like “why did this shit suddenly gave me a letter” then i went to your blog. p o o f you’re gone. u g h

Why do you have to leave? Did I not provide you some cakes and bubble tea enough? or? I don’t know. Please, tell me. 

I hate you. 

For leaving me like this. actually you’re still here but then your blog is empty but i can still send you fan mails and it’s up to you to log in and look and read at my messages because i don’t know you asshole.

Why are you doing this to me. Making me suffer. 

Why don’t you just go. and just click that delete account button. Don’t worry, I’ll get used to it. You motherfucking fucking fucker. That was my sarcasm talking i am so sorry. B|

I love you so much that i hate you. Do you get it? Of course you do you’re Oh Sehun for fucking sake. 

Better come back soon. Because I will cry everyday if you don’t.

i mean it.

and you know me. 

- Dahee.